12th May 2011[Thursday]
I do not need water to make me feel like drowning, I am already drowning,
I have no idea how can I achieved these bad results
It was the worst ,worst result I've ever so far got in my life.
What can I say? no expectations and no disappointments?
In doubt whether I should continue or leave for the better one.
10 friends that I told them about my result 10 out of 10 saying
1) no jokes
2)don't lie
3)you are kidding right?
My reaction was no joke, I'm serious.
Suicide would be the permanent solution for temporary problem.
Just kidding, I'm too pretty and too young for it.
Life goes on,I am staying strong to face all the obstacles .
I'm very sorry because I made my parents disappointed. I have tried and did my best for it.Actually I'm disappointed myself too. However, life goes on. :D
Always laugh or smile whenever you can because it's the cheapest medicine.
Hanging smile on face doesn't mean anything.
I'm sad.
However, I'll stay strong.
Keep moving forward.
Before you quit, try
Never give up
Final is on 1st September and I'm not really ready yet.
Mood gone down down down down these few daysRandomly drew this out with my mechanical pencil but joining lines
Tell me what you see in this picture?
Accidentally wore contrast with Yee Yan :DBaguette with balsamic vinegar is love
21th May 2010[Friday]
Yesterday I heard my friend left the earth.I felt so devastated because he was on my mind all the sudden on 19th May , which is the day he left .I'm not trying to sound dramatic here or making a story for you to believe in because what I'm saying is True. It hit me like a tsunami ,of how fragile life is and of how sad a goodbye can sound when it is not being spoken. He used to be my good friend when I was in Standard 3. We were both the monitor of the class. And though how I will miss his smile and the way he called my name,I hope he is in the better place now and I never forget you. Kennis Chu ,rest in peace.
How should I start my post today?
Tomorrow will be my last day working at kindergarten.
Working in a kindergarten wasn't easy but it brought a lot of fun for me for last 5 months.
I still remember when I first started to work at the kindergarten for the first day.I barely know anyone and I only recognize the handsome and pretty faces in the crowd, no offense.
Working with a bunch of kids was really challenging .I need to stay alert every time. :D
I will seriously miss my work :)
College life will start on the coming Monday.To be honest,I don't look forward to the college life, and I just feel like nothing exciting thing is going to happen to me.Maybe the past 5 months of long rest, time passing without homework at all,don't need to do all those calculation or write a long long long essay makes my brain gone rust.
I don't know what am I doing now ! Argh.
Working working and working
Things I tried to make myself busy.
2. Bought movies and watch them
3.Eat eat eat, Chinese New Year cookies
4.Read comics.
All these things I did is lifeless.
Well, SPM result is about to release!I'm very worry about that
Don't know what course should I go for it.
"This" is what I like and I really got interest in it but I got objections
"That" is not what I like but is good for a girl to take it! Sigh really don't know.T_T
I want to go out from the dark side!
My new love cost RM90! :D30th Oct 2009[Friday]
Graduation day was fun
but
I had a bad hair day
Don't feel like posting any photos
Thanks
I love and like This Is It!
I don't mind watching it again and again
Salute Michael Jackson!
I'm going to hair cut tomorrow!
Can't wait for it
Study ON, computer OFF
I really meant it
Work hard now , and will get better result later
Entertainment later, after 2 months time
Moody these few days,was thinking I am so useless
Never Give Up
19th Oct 2009[Monday]
How should I describe my day?
Am I happy or angry or troublesome?
Happy, I don't think so
Angry, totally YES
Had fight with sibling, yeah my fault
Don't ask, don't comment
Troublesome, totally yes
because keep asking Connie or Jmin how to write some simple Chinese words during tuition
Sorry but thank you
I got to have a spelling test on my Chinese words before I step into the SPM examiner room
Am not going to school tomorrow due to my bad mood!
Anyway on 20th Oct 2009[Tuesday]
I would like to wish Sonya ,Happy Birthday
Happy sweet 17th birthday
A girl that I knew her since Form 1
I still remember the first sentences I greet her
" Hi, my name is Jiayin and you are?"hehe
Bought a present to her
but I failed to wrap the present
me, totally zero in art
Hmm,
Will I be happier tomorrow?
I can't either do a simple addmath question
I can't discipline myself to study and do my work on time!
I can't imagine what is happening on me
So disappointed on myself!
Argh, I need more more more confidence on myself!
Stress up!
Can't hang a smile on me anymore! Can't do it!
I'm not prepared yet, but I knew that time won't stop and wait me!
What should I do now!
Jiayin! Don't sleep!Study more!
8 of September 2009[Tuesday]
I'm seriously so disappointed on my TK result
So damn disappointed on myself!
So stress!
I never get B for my TK!
Gosh! I must get A!
Tomorrow is my last chance!
Don't care...I must get an A!!!!! 
7 of September 2009[Monday]
Took back my Chinese tuition
after I have quit it quite a while!
Felt so weird!
Gosh, I'm so unhappy and unsatisfied with my trial result
I knew I can do better than this
Gambateh , Never Give Up!
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Going to play badminton on this coming Saturday!
So so so happy!^-^
5 of August 2009[Wednesday]
Sister fetched me home earlier *I'm sick
They want to have ais kacang at Giant
Oh well, I can shop for my junk foods and drinks!
Jiayin is ready for exam!
Mum asked me to see doctor!
I hate it so much
Because need to eat medicine!
Chipsmore and sugus sweet is the must for me
Got a sick certificate from doctor
It been such a long long time I didn't get any mc! *wee^^
6 of August 2009[Thursday]
Stay at home and sleepy all day!
I hate flu so much
Happy Birthday Zi Yi
May all your dreams comes true
All the best and good luck
Stay happy and smile always!
Off to sleep , eat medicine and study
4 of August 2009[Tuesday]
I should not go to school today!
due to teachers absent to school
I should follow what I plan on Monday night!
I gotta the feeling, that tonight I'm going to sick
Flu getting worst, sore throat too!
No, no, no no
Exam next week! I can't be sick!
Fight with flu and sore throat!
Exam coming!
Gambateh, Never Give Up!
29 of July 2009[Wednesday]
Experienced a BAD day, today
First, I lost my RM 10 in school
Second, went to tuition early 1 hour for no reason
because I'm so stress and down till I mistaken my tuition time
Oh my gosh, what happen to me?????
Had khidmat masyarakat after school
for sivik folio
I rather paint the pondok bacaan than do folio
Photos
Doing revision
I love physics
credit to Naemah
pass by LK room
Feon and Huey Yi
drawing their Lk work
and teacher teaching them
Here come Gladwin
Girls dancing
future car
???
blur???
Chee Peng
Listening to chemistry
I don't know how Azril can go in the "hole"
GOSH
We had lots of fun with this chemistry word game
Jason Low
Can you?
Credit to Tasha for borrowing me money
Thanks a lot!
my lunch
Khidmat sekolah start around 2.30
and I had fun!
before
Me and Foo
She is a good basketball player
Everyone is busy 
My hair kena a little paint
stupid!
my whole hand palm kena the paint
Most stupid thing ever
Gambateh Jiayin!
Don't give up easily!
Never give up!
Busy and moody these few days!
I hate haze!
Not going to school tomorrow
due to Hari Terbuka!
Badminton on Saturday!
Love it!
Thank you so much Huey Yi
I like your present so much!
Thanks a lot!
30 of June 2009[Tuesday]
Well, I hate haze and the hot weather!
Naemah gave me a surprise
Tadaa...
Played badminton with friends during koko
and it is really not that fun due to the weather and my mood!
My friend Yen Lynn and Tiffany was selected to NS siri 7/2010
well, I do check
I was super super nervous!
Waiting for 15888 to reply
shacking hand..scary mood!
After 2 messages had been sent out
after about 15 minutes!
I got the reply!
I was so happy because I saw my ic and the word ' dipilih'
I was so happy and sent sms to my friends to tell them!
After sending sms ,
I reread the sms
and I was so upset and I didn't read
"Maaf, ic no TIDAK DIPILIH"
I was 
Here the prove!
Why not me?
28 of June 2009[Sunday]
I 'stop' wushu lesson already about two months due to exam
Should I quit or continue??????
Still in considering!
I like sport that why I choose wushu when I was standard 5!
Ahhhhhhhhh
Me with my level 4 certificate this year!
Back to TK folio!
Gambateh Jiayin!
Must finish it by today!
Never Give Up
25 of June 2009[Thursday]
Would like to wish Happy Birthday to June 25th babies
Including me!
Happy Birthday Chee Heng, Chee Peng, Shaun Wong and Jiayin!
Would like to thanks to my parent ! Thank you so much, I love you both!
Me, in the morning..still in sleepy mood!
Well, in school
Random!
Thanks for the wishing friends
Included sms, msn, and facebook wall post thanks!
Had a Tk and Lk competition after recess!
Me, An Chyi ,Fiona and Naemah a group!
Our bridge is Hello Bridge!
Me and Naemah!
Dear Naemah, thanks for the present!
Our class products!
hahahahaha
Bored!!!!
Naemah did for me!
She even learn how to write Chinese Word!
Zi Yi make this card for me!
Thanks thanks [touch]
Me love Mickey!
Sister Jialin brought me to Sunway to belanja me my lunch!
Thanks sis!
Sunway is crowded with police!
Have some carnival about police!
Me and the fries!
Happy 17th Jiayin
My own present!
I'm upset when the Mickey machine is not longer available at the shop! T___T
The police!
Had a slide of durian cheese cake for my birthday cake!
Micheal Jackson is dead !T__T
26 of June 2009[Friday]
School life random!
Schooling tomorrow!
haiz
